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Me conta esse segredo… O que tu sente por mim?

“I don’t know how to start. First of all, you saved my life. Second, you are my life. And third, I love you in every  possible way. It kills me inside, everyday, to know that what I mean to you is not even closer of what you mean to me.  It kills me to know that you don’t care, that you don’t love me the way I love you. It kills me to know that you don’t  mind being away from me, while I languish when I’m away from you. I wish I had not made the mistakes I did, wish I could  go back on time and fix it all. But I can’t. And we will never be the same again, because I screw it up. I’m trying to  move on, but I can’t do that either. So I decided that I had to end it all, because, I can’t deal with the pain I feel  anymore, neither with the pain I’m making you feel right now. You know, people usually say that when you love someone,  you want to see this person happy, don’t matter how, or with who, you just want to see the person smiling. And that’s  exactly what I want. I wanna see your big beautiful smile every single day, don’t matter why, as long it is real. So  here we are, and here we stay. I would do everything just to see you happy, and even knowing I can’t do that, I know  there are lots of people that can, and I’m grateful for that. I’m sorry about everything I put you through, don’t forget  that I’ll always be by your side, don’t matter what happens, you are always going to be that boy who saved my life.” PESADÃO